my posts, your posts

my posts, your posts..
everyone's blog is in disaster.. pls, bring back the laughter in us... sadness written over the web, its a worldwide mourn.
why is everyone so sad? the question i have yet to answer, and unable to, not now. why?
im part of this worldwide mourning rhythm u noe... some really depressed people will scream in my tag : hey would u screw off? u noe nth abt my pain!
tag reply: no pain no gain, u shut urs up too.
hmms... ok my problem, unlike many, isnt abt stuff like EOYs, not abt stuff like others being too shitty for them, not abt betrayal, filthy backstabs, having idiots idiot-ing me, not abt insufficient money, nothing close to broken relationships, and definately not abt soggy french fries, or abt why the weather sucks today.
my problem is, me.
hav u heard this before? "hey, when u stone u look like u are depressed"
now wat abt this? " hey, whats with that "i wanna kill someone look"
well, the first one is common, the second one is me.. i cant believe it, i have to dont stone, to prevent people from thinking that i am a serial murderer. Whats that for? im just an average joe, and average joe-s dont go arnd drinking blood..
and to top this kind of things off, its lovely to have your birthday landing 2 weeks after 911 incident, havving your birthday on the 25th when your grandparents pass away on the 23rd and on the 24th.
NO BIG DEAL?! well, besides not celebrating the birthday, u dont get remembered either... and guess wat? people are actively preparing for their EOYs, their brains are jammed packed with other stuff, they juz cant rmb. note that this aint anyone's fault, just simply my fault.... well, maybe miss lim's fault?
well... its not that screwed up, after all this jazz, the most screwed up thing is, keith u are burdened with your frens burdens, and so am i
fiona u are sounding really depressed, and u are fading away.
sihui, when u didnt want the 1b people to go for the chalet, u almost gave me a reason to juz become a retard.
wenjie when u said u didnt use to like us, i realised what an asshole i was in secondary 1 and 2.
well, im sorry for jacon, keith, shuyi and everyone else who are stuck and spoiled by choice, its really tough to be mediators, its really tough, but thanks for always slogging your guts out..